Betrayed Ch. 01

She's having an affair. I couldn't ignore it any longer; the evidence was right there on my monitor that Wednesday afternoon. I had felt so...tawdry – a word I had thought I would never use – hiring the detective to follow her, follow up on my suspicions. It was as thoughIwas betrayingher, betraying the trust, the faith I had had in her during our eight-year relationship, the last three as husband and wife. As the DVD played out on my computer screen, played out the scenes I had dreaded, I knew my faith and trust had been misplaced.

Susan and I had been high school sweethearts; the convivial, popular cheerleader and her intense, intellectual, fiercely-competitive Cross-Country star. She had broken up with Jeff Spencer shortly before we became an 'item'. No one exactly accused the supernaturally-attractive emerald-eyed Redhead of 'trading down'. In a culture that demanded performance, the football team was mired somewhere in the middle of the conference standings. Jeff, a bona fide heartthrob, had been a talented-enough quarterback. Yet he, more than any other person, was the focal point of the team's lackluster performance. Rightly or wrongly, he carried the stigma of an also-ran. Meanwhile, my team's 'Long Green Line' held back-to-back-to-back State championships and I was the undisputed fastest in State history. Still, they clucked, she had given up a hunk of U.S. Prime fora runner....

"Screw that," she had cooed dismissively. "I love a winner.Youare going places and I want to go there with you."

We had attended the same college, lived together our senior year, then raced to the altar after graduation. We each strove to attain the promise of 'going places' in our respective careers. She was a rising star in Marketing and Public Relations, while I was on my way to having my own seat on the Mercantile Exchange. I ran five miles every morning before work. Susan worked out regularly at her health club. We maintained our peak physical tone for ourselves and each other, just as we had when we first met. Throughout, our sex had been magic. I was the tender, caring lover she had always dreamed of, the one who pushed all her buttons the way she liked them pushed, the one she wanted to spend the rest of her life with.

"And you are the prettiest boy I have ever seen," she had added. "That's abig plus."

I wasn't certain how much of a 'plus' that was, but I appreciated the compliment. We had the idyllic life – or so I thought.

Susan worked in the Publicity Department of the local professional football franchise. She had a plumb position as an assistant director for the team's promotions. Guess who was now the rising star in the team's quarterback corps? You got it! After high school, Jeff had landed a scholarship with a Division 1-A school that had areal program. He had been all-NCAA, a runner-up in the Heisman balloting, Most Valuable Player in two bowl games and a first-round draft pick. I had had qualms about Susan and Jeff being thrown together again, but dismissed them as silly male insecurity. After all, that had been high school....

The increasingly-frequent, increasingly-lengthy absences had alerted me something hade changed in our relationship. When asked, she put it off on the demands of her career. It was the eye contact, or lack of it, that fueled my suspicions. She was loving enough when we were together, but I sensed an air of distance that hadn't been there before. Something had insinuated itself into our lives, separating us, and I had determined to find out what.

That amorphous 'what' was now playing out before me. They were together again, captured on disk by the most remarkable bit of electronic surveillance I could possibly imagine. In high school, Jeff Spencer's masculine physique had made him the object of female desire and male envy. Now, he was even more impressive: about six-foot-four to my five-eight, and outweighing me by at least sixty pounds of rock-hard muscle.

Jeff was not making love to my wife. He wasfucking her, banging her mercilessly like a piece of meat with his thick, ten-inch tool. I could almost smell the rut of their sex as I watched the video. There was little doubt Susan wasloving every pummeling thrust. I could actually see her eyes roll up into her head as she came, see her body convulse, see her throat vibrate as she screamed.

Mind you, I was really,reallygood at making my wife cum. I could tease her, inflame her, infuriate her for hours with my tongue and fingertips alone, until she was begging me for release. When I finally pushed her over the edge, she gripped my hair tightly, thrust my face deeply into her pussy, and shuddered through her orgasm for a long, long time. Still, any man knew this was different. I felt intimidated, angry, betrayed. More than anything else, I felt a sense of loss.

The detective had been exceedingly thorough; worth every penny. Once he had identified the offending third party, the surveillance had extended beyond the affair with my wife, tracking Jeff'shabits as well. That investigation had paid off spectacularly. I shook my head in utter disbelief as I observed Jeff's extracurricular activities when hewasn'tshagging my wanton wife. To put it mildly, he was no more faithful to her than she was to me.

The thought of violence came to mind and just as quickly departed. I didn't hold any illusions about being able to pull off the 'perfect crime'. Any temporary satisfaction such extreme measures might render would be nullified by a lifetime spent in prison. Jeff's philandering had revealed a vulnerability that could conceivably be exploited to my advantage. It would take time to formulate an appropriate plan. For now, the two cheaters deserved each other.

The lurid scenes of that follow-up surveillance sparked something else in me; a fascination for a world I had only heard about in vague, titillating references. It had existed around me since we moved to the city, yet I had never given it a second thought. Now, faced with it on the screen before me, I felt compelled to seek this world out. If I was going to have my vengeance on the pair, I reasoned, this was the place to start. Besides, what did I have left to lose?

***

My first visit toRingerswas a real head trip. It was Friday night, two days after my idyllic world had collapsed in ruin. I had had zero experience with female impersonators in my life. Now, within the tastefully-decorated confines of the city's most famous – notorious – F.I. "show lounge", I was surrounded by them. The first thing I learned was, these 'girls' aregoodat what they do. Granted, most of the performers lip-sync to Pop divas' recordings rather than sing. Still, the visual presentations are stunning. As far as the 'impersonation' aspect goes, many genetic females would be green with envy over thesefaux-femme fatales.

I spotted the girl right away, remembering her from the surveillance disk. It was as though Raquel Welsh had cloned herself. Now, that delectable doppelganger was perched on a high-backed stool at the bar, one stocking-clad leg crossed alluringly over the other, gazing out over the crowd with casual insouciance. I had difficulty picturing her with 'something extra' nestled between those alluring thighs. We struck up a casual conversation. Her name was Dianna. Absent the heels, I judged her to be about my own height. I was more than a little nervous. The gorgeous brunette smiled seductively and agreed to share a drink with me; the first of several. She was surprisingly approachable. Over the course of the evening, I found out why.

Through my new acquaintance, I learned two more things about the scene. First, the term 'female impersonator' is woefully out of date. Most of these girls have long since crossed the line between impersonation and transformation and have no intention of crossing back. Dianna was a stunning example of that. Second, I confirmed that many of these girls made at least a marginal living via the oldest profession – mostly because no legitimate employer will hire them to do anything more meaningful.

After several more drinks, we adjourned to 'someplace more private' to continue our conversation. Yes, money changed hands; she was good to give me her time and I wanted to make it worth her while. When she saw the amount I offered, she smiled bemusedly and declared she was mine for the evening. All I wanted wasconversation. It wasn't going to be about sex. I was just gathering information.

She viewed with disdain the picture I had produced from my pocket.

"Oh,him," she sniffed. "Yeah, I know that freak. He has dated me a few times – among other girls at the club. At least he's got the goods – and knows how to use it."

"Freak?" I inquired tentatively.

I instinctively feared for Susan's well-being, in spite of my anger at what she had done.

"Baby, they're all freaks," Dianna maintained. "Fine, upstanding, solid citizens, pillars of the community – until nobody is watching. They love to get down 'n dirty like everyone else, more than most. They're really into girls like me, too, but don't want anyone in their 'straight' world to know. As far as I know, he hasn't taken it up his punk ass yet, but he loves to do mine – and take it down the pipe."

That was more information than I wanted. It wasn't that much of a stretch to envision my beautiful companion in the arms of an admitted stud like Jeff Spencer. Itwasa stretch to picture the "man's man" sucking cock. 'Freak' seemed to be an apt description. Perhaps it was the liquid courage that was clouding my judgment. I found myself more and more attracted to this sensual siren with each passing moment. Still, her candor was... unsettling. For all her obvious allure, I was hung up on the secret lurking beneath. I desired and feared her at the same time. What did that say about me? Whatever I might have felt about whatshe was, I began to have misgivings aboutmyself.

"I'm here," I pointed out. "Does that make me a freak, too?"

My beautiful companion cocked one eyebrow and smiled with amusement.

"Like you said," she replied, "you're here - aren't you?"

With that, she repositioned herself in my lap and wrapped her arms around my neck. If I could have seen the pores in her flawless complexion, I could have counted them. I could smell her cinnamon-tinged breath and the heady aroma of her perfume. Her prominent cleavage lookeddone rather thanfake. I wanted to hide my erection, keep her from finding out how much she was turning me on. She knew better, and smiled triumphantly.

"You tell me, Sugar," she purred. "Aren't you feeling just a little bit freaky? Before you try to deny it, your friend is telling meyes."

She ground her bottom into my lap to confirm her point.

The girl's body was lushly proportioned, to be sure, but she wasn't allthat heavy. Why was I out of breath? Why was my heart pounding? She took my confused silence as a tacit admission.

"That's what I thought," she continued. "Why don't we get more... comfortable? I mean, you've alreadypaid for the time."

The intoxicating vixen removed her hands from my neck and began unbuttoning my shirt. I willed my hands to seize hers, stop her from doing what she was doing, what she wasgoingto do. My hands refused to move. I was caught in the gaze of her big chocolate-brown eyes like a deer in headlights.

I don't remember undressing her, nor moving with her to the bed. I remember lying on my back with her astride me, feeding me a mouthful of tit. I had always thought Susan's C-cups were the best of the best. Dianna's were bigger, fuller, firmer – and demanded my attention.

That wasn't all that demanded my attention. I could feel her down there, feelsomething bigwhere it had no business being. It snaked its way around my crotch, rubbing up against my own rock-hard dick. I tried to put it out of my mind, concentrate on her magnificent titties, but couldn't.

"You like that, don't you, Baby?" she trilled, "me rubbing against you like that, all up in your business. Your white-bread wife can't give you that; no GG can. I've got what you need, what youreally want."

I didn't want this! I just wanted to know what a man like Jeff Spencer saw in her, why he would even cheat on a prize like Susan for someone like this. Instead, I was in bed with this, this...ho', trapped beneath her, sucking her tits like there was no tomorrow, feeling her fuckpole rubbing up against my abdomen. The really insane thing was,my cock was bigger and harder than it had ever been before in my life! What on earth was it thinking?

Then, she started in on me with her hand. The sensation of her long fingernails gently scraping the flesh of my inner thigh was exquisite torture. Before long, those fingers were finding their way higher, gently caressing my rigid fuckstick.Ohmygod, what a sensation! Dianna softly encircled my joypole and began to stroke it. I was going out of my mind with frenzied desire.

The talented T-girl hadtwo hands. While her right hand worked my cock, her left hand found my right and slowly, firmly moved it into position on her rock-hard rod.No! No, no, no, no, absolutely NOT! I am not Gay! I do not want a man! I don't... I don't...don't...Jeezus, this is so hot!

It was almost a relief when she slid down my body and slipped my bone into her mouth. It was just 'normal' sex again, unburdened by thoughts of my partner's meaty surprise. Now I knew what it was like to be ministered to by truly talented lips and tongue! My hands went to her head unbidden. I just held them there, not attempting to force her face down on me. It seemed like... the right thing to do, one more connection between us. Connection? What was I saying?

That 'connection' was not long in coming. My fellatrix abruptly pivoted on my pole, straddling my head with her firm thighs. Suddenly, her more-than-formidable sex was inches from my face. By that time, I was on sensory overload. I just stared in awe as her meat dangled in my vision. Then, she lowered herself to me. I vowed I wasn't going to do it; I wasn't that way. I tried to resist, to keep my mouth shut. The attention she was giving my dong had my heart pounding and my lungs heaving. Her firm thighs gripped my head, smothering my nose. I held out as long as I could, but finally had to open my mouth to breathe....

Ohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmyg...umpf! I shuddered involuntarily as my mouth was invaded. If I hadn't been a little drunk, I might have spat it out altogether – or worse. She didn't force herself on me. Rather, she dipped it in just a little, enough to insert the helmet. My tongue touched it and recoiled. It was such a revolting, unnatural feeling. My mind raced.Unnatural?Was it any more natural for Susan when she had blown me? Was it more natural for Dianna, who was even then giving me a world-class blowjob? Being here with her, this way, it was becoming more and more difficult to think of her as anything but the beautiful woman she appeared. If I had no problem eating out my wife, could I reject a woman as attractive as Dianna just because she had an 'outie' instead of an 'innie'?

I tickled it just a little with my tongue. I felt the tremor course through her body and was encouraged by it. I softly lathed the underside of the glans with the tip, then swirled my tongue around and around. She responded by pulling it out a little, then pushed it in a little deeper. She repeated this again and again, until the tip tickled my throat. I gagged involuntarily. She pulled back a bit and paused, then eased forward again. I coughed a little, but it wasn't as much a shock this time. Sensing this, the comely courtesan lifted her own mouth off my joyrod for a moment.

"Open your throat, Sugar," she cooed encouragingly. "Breathe through your nose. Don't fight it. Just let it happen. You know you want it."

I struggled with myself, attempting to remind myself, convince myself I didnotwant it. Yet I did nothing to discourage her oral assault. No one was more surprised than I when I realized my nose was being tickled by her neatly-trimmed pubic hair. A bizarre memory popped into my head; a flashback to my younger days of avid television watching.

I can't believe I ate the whoooooooole thing.

I was in no position to see Dianna's face. Isensed her smile. Perhaps it was just the way her mouth moved around my cock that made me think it.

The tidal wave of sensations and emotions was just too much to resist. I was caught up, overwhelmed, swept away in the powerful rush. My vision blurred. My back arched off the mattress. Blood pounded in my temples. I heard nothing beyond the intense roaring in my ears. My body spasmed as every neural synapse seemed to fire at once. I came in quarts, gallons, oceans – at least, it felt that way.

After a time, the ripples of passion faded. I felt weak as a kitten. Dianna withdrew herself at both ends, turned around, and lay down atop me. She kissed me deeply, something she had not done up to that time. As soon as I opened my mouth to receive her probing tongue, I knew I was in deep, deep trouble.She hadn't swallowed! Now, she was pushing the remnants of my own explosion into my mouth with her forceful tongue. I struggled ineffectually beneath her, drained of strength from my previous exertions. In the end, she had her way with me yet again. I swallowed my own spunk, eyes closed, yet mind wide open to the enormity of what I had done.

I rolled over on my stomach in shame. I had cum in buckets, but hadn't gotten Dianna off. Once again, I hadn't been able to satisfy my lover. I couldn't look her in the eye, afraid of seeing myself, myfailure, reflected there. She stretched out on top, placing her hands over mine. Her cock was just as stiff as it had been inside my mouth, a constant reminder of my inadequacy. It nestled in the cleft between my firm asscheeks. Then, she shifted slightly – and it moved....

"No, no," I cried out weakly.

She controlled me easily, holding my wrists tightly, spreading my legs with her thighs.

"Shhhhh," Dianna whispered in my ear. "It's okay, Baby Girl. I know you're scared. The first time is always the hardest. I'll be gentle with you; I promise. Mama knows what you need. Mama knowsbest."

A real man would have resisted. A real man would have bounced her off the opposite wall, stomped on her head, then walked out in a huff. Then again, a real man wouldn't have been in bed with a shemale hooker while his wife was being fucked stupid by an ex-boyfriend fromfucking high school.

I felt the finger first, coated with cold, slippery goo, making my insides nice and slick. I shivered a little; from that, and anticipation of what was to come. The finger was withdrawn. Then, a much larger presence made itself known against my puckered hole.

"Are you ready, Sugar?" she purred. "Here we go."

She was gentle with me, just as she had been with my mouth. I felt her push forward a little, pause, pull back, then push forward yet again. Even as I tried to relax my body, it felt like her helmet was going to split me in two. I moaned piteously, just as any virgin does at the moment she gives up her cherry. The deeper my lover entered me, the more intense the pain became. As bad as that pain was, it was the shock, surprise,awe of being taken that way that dominated my thoughts.

In time, she squeezed all of herself into me. I felt ripped apart. The tempo and intensity of her thrusts increased slowly, until she was pounding into me. Her balls slapped against my crotch. She dug her talons into my shoulders, yanking my body towards her in time with her thrusts. My shame welled up inside me: shame for not being man enough to satisfy my wife, shame for being cuckolded behind my back, shame for not standing up for what wasmine,shame for being seduced, then taken so easily, so forcefully, by a shemale hooker. That shame boiled over, exploding within my mind in a blinding flash. I screamed – not tostop, but tofuck me harder. When she came, she flooded my insides with an intensity I imagined to be equal to my own. The shock of such a deed pushed me over the edge once more, this time without touching my own member.